I just can't stop smiling while I'm reading the old posts! Almost two years have passed since we started this blog, how crazy isn't that?! Sure, we haven't been the most active bloggers but I wouldn't say I completely forgot this blog. It makes sense that Kagu forgot this one since she has like 1000 active accounts that she keeps alive on the Internet everyday... I, on the other hand, am just lazy, ehe :D
A lot of things have changed but I guess one thing will always be the same- Kagu's crazy posts. x'D Haha! Always intense and no second thought about basic grammar. Big letter in the beginning of the sentence? Dots, exclamation-and- questions marks?? WHAT DO THEY MEAN?!!? Hahah aaahh, that's the spirit Kagu, that's the spirit! :D Consistency at it's finest.
The fall is here and the rain season is about to begin. Right now I'm doing my best to survive the coldness with a blanket, my thick cat print sweater and oh-so-sexy pink thermal pants (!!!). And tea. Chai tea. The flavor of fall and winter. Just as Multivitamin juice is the flavor of summer and childhood!
My frog mug with tea~
The random corner
Yesterday's conversation with sister: Me:*sitting on her bed* Sis!!Mom doesn't trust me with important things! Sis:*keeps working on her computer with stone face* Life must be hard for the dropped ones. (Indicating that I'm retarded because I got dropped as a kid) Me:.......... *cries in a corner* I just went through the conversation history with Kagu on Skype and found this: Kagu: btw what are you doing now :D Me: Sitting and holding my poop in.
............ i think im allergic to college ... really .... that or im just sick and tired of it .....
.......... I'm currently at that stage when i ask myself..... WHAT DA FU AM I DOING HERE !? ..... but i "only" have 1,5 years left ( i think ) ..... but im really starting to lose ( or already lost ) my ....will... spirit.... etc etc .
i have to say it's hard to try when u really dont feel like it or feel like you dont care X'D and then you fail and then u just feel " fuck it all" even more and .... endless circle.
god dang it sometimes i believe the teachers want us to fail the exams Q_Q like why else would they write questions that asks for everything but nothing specifically at the same time.....
and aaaaah ok ok i should had studied more (Dirthara ma! )... but ... yeah ... ok lets not think about THAT !
lately i have been trying to fall asleep at an adult okay time .... ( what is that ) any way around .... 22:00 and 00:00 but as fast as my head hits the pillow i get this dragon age fanfic idea rush @_@
got one yesterday about my elven inquisitor and cullen ...... and i have to say sometimes i scare myself...... ANYWAY before ma falon Slow sees this can calls me a nerd .....
i think i will pop up on this blog a lot more now... even if i have da, tumblr, and other stuff to keep track on .... it feels okay to just hit and run this blog hahahahaha.... did that make any sense .....
and now some da:i music
(( i need I NEED A CULLEN VERSION OF THIS !!!!!))
and i have to say the moment they sang this in the game was epic it was truly a " NOW YOU ARE OUT SHEPHERD " moment QuQ and and come on !! CULLEN'S VOICE ! god dang it .......
...... i need to drag someone with me into the abyss known as dragon age so i can speak elvish and qunlat with them ... i wanna learn those languages ... like hell life goal to find someone to call kadan xD or ma vhenan ..... but that will probably never happen
gaaah abelas for another random ... thing in this blog ... but i guess Asit tal-eb.......
OH YEAH WE MIGHT BE BACK !!! *CUE EPIC MUSIC* Sulahn'nehn !!!
now i only have to make Slow write something so i can go on and spam about my new love DRAGON AGE .... i mean come on !!!!!! the games are amazing XD and god dang the characters in it ... AND IT TOOK 2 GAMES FOR THEM TO MAKE CULLEN ROMANCABLE !! AND AT LAST AND SHIT HE IS SO SWEET !! *O*
LOOK AT HIM !! look how the years have treated him amazingly !! i mean he was this at the start
and now this !!!
someone better call disney cuz they have lost a prince. ok ok so he looks better in da:i but i have to say i fell in love already att da:o cuz hell he is so sweet and his personality *P* shit it broke my heart to see him so broken when i went back to the circle ..... but i kind of liked it to cuz he said he had a crush on my warden awwwwwwww AWWWWWWWW
Slow wanted me to romance Solas
and well he is good to .... BUT SHIT I WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEN !! i have seen his concept art and hell that hair he had *P* shit what made them go
" you know what lets shave this guy BALD !"
ok ok i like Solas he is interesting and .... and ... WHY MA VEHNAN DID U DO DAT !!
and i also felt it was time to go for a human cuz da:o was zevran and da 2 was fenris ... OH SHIT DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON FENRIS *O*
TOOOO LATE
that elf could rip out my heart any day ..... and probably would..... but really *O*.... really i have no idea why i love him so much ... all i know is that when he took my side with the mages i could not keep my eyes dry from happy tears........ QuQ TO THE END TOGETHER !!!
ooh and can i just put it out there that default Marian Hawke is just GORGEOUS
sometimes i stopped the game only too look at her and whisper " she so beautiful " .... and god dang it i regret that i could not make caver my friend Q_Q he end up being rival all the time buuuhuuu
and shit anders ...... at first i just wanted to hit him it was like " hey you are a mage.... am i mage you are talking to me ... we are in love right?" <--- like whut anders !!!
and when i tried to gently ... reject him he got VERY angry ....... haaaaaaaa but after some time i really like that templar hating mage ... and come on i could be with a mage hating ex-slave so yeah
have to make a playthough there i rival romance fenris and romance and rival romance anders......
ooh before i forget lets talk about the amazing music
like this song
i know it mage pride but hey fenris theme is in there and .... well i just love it .... hihihihii
oh shit abalas ma falon i have been .... writing a lot and nothing at the same time XD perhaps i should just take my dragon age love and put it in a corner and study ... hell i really need that have exam tomorrow ....... haaaaaaa. SLOW SAVE ME !!!
WOOOOOW the time just ..... vanish into thin air... and so did my memory of this blog.... i bet slow also forgot about it hahaha......
but i'm pretty sure we both blame the school and stuff.... i have to add dragon age on the list. LIKE OH YEAH DAT GAME IS AMAZING ! best mistake ever !!! i actually never planed to play the dragon age games but end up spending my xmas vacation on da:o and da 2
now i have to painfully step away from dragon age inquisition cuz college Q_Q well at least i can listen to the amazing music as i "study"
Christmas is here but still no snow... instead I tried to hold the Christmas spirit up with the manga Yoroshiku Master (which Kagu recommended) together withsome gingerbread and of course some Cristmas songs! C:
THIS IS WHAT I MEAN BY THAT THAT SONG MOMENT COULD HAD BEEN A GREAT ENDING if they had not made it so that something was missing even if it was all happy.
it they had thrown in a person ( JACK FROST OH PLEASE !!!!! PLEASE MAKE IT HAPPEN) that song clip would had been a great end. she would have found someone to stay with her and someone who understands and found a new place to live her life freely and be herself
( not my picture got it from tumblr all cred to the amazing artist <3 )
GAAAAAH i think i will be heartbroken over them Q_Q
i just finished watching the movie/film rise of the guardians and god it got me crying QuQ
and i freaking love the russian maffia santa XD so epic lol and the other one are so cool too XD
aaaaah AND SANDY !! the gentle calm BADASS GUARDIAN ! wooow just wow
and of course i fell in love with jack frost *O* <3 <3 <3 at first i was a bit off with his voice but after some time i just puuurfect XD aaah still crying a bit..... watching this xmas time it makes me wonder if i could start believe again. i mean face it it was more magical and fun when u believed in them.
xmas as a kid was magic and sparkling xmas now is stressful eastern was colorful and exiting now it's just another day. aaaaaaaah i wanna believe again !!!! the world need some magic.
but i have to add that i feel sorry for pitch :( and i LOVE HIS VOICE XD and well yeah i feel sorry for him. to not be seen or anything that must be hard. and have the bad luck to get stuck with darkness as power. i mean what can u do with the power to hide in darkness and create nightmares that makes kids happy ?
i guess i should read the The Guardians of Childhood books XD cuz they seems good and if they can pull out this good movie from the books .... i assume they are good hahahaha
YES SLOW WE HAVE TO WATCH THIS ONE !!! god dang so sad it's going to be 31 january 2014 it comes to our country and THEN NOT WITH THE ENG VOICES WHUUUUUT DA FUUU!!!!
but omg i just love this clip !! it went from a broken scared girl to curious and in the end to a strong and powerful grown up woman in 3+ min u could really see and feel the transformation ! aaaaaah and she is so beautiful <3 and the song is wonderful. i recommend headsets when u listens to it it nearly killed me so overwhelming !!
the animation is amazing and i have never understand why ppl curse and point finger towards the braid thingy ( i still cant see whats wrong). and i thought they did a great job with keeping the flow in the animation in this clip. and i also think it's amazing how the background change with the girl. i mean first it seems cold and unforgiven and then it turns into a sparkling paradise with hope and light.
i have to say that the moment when she sang here i stand and here i stay and stomped her foot in the ground was freaking POWERFUL !! it was my crescendo in every way and it was amazing god i wish i could see that on the big screen *O*
but in the middle of everything sparkling and beautiful and her happiness.... i still feel a sting of sadness i mean come on .. this poor woman can only be herself and happy in a barren land with no ppl around her ..... that makes me think of her past and it also shows that something is missing. i mean this could had been an amazing happy end for a story if u had thrown in some humans/friends but now she is all alone. something is missing and therefore the movie will go on until the hole is filled up and it's amazing !! i wanna see it I WANNA SEE IT
next time i'm in town i will go hunting for ( xmas gifts yeeees) something shaped as a fox :D i saw a necklace today but it was not sure what kind of metal it was so did not dare to buy it. ANYWAY QuQ so happy my manga/anime shop has got some new stuff i so did not think they would get ... but WHY NO KILL LA KILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want this !!
LOOK AT THAT IT'S SENKETSU !!!! *O* i'm freaking in love with him UNFRIEND ME IF U MUST SLOW BUT HE IS GREAT !!!
Y ME NO READ KANJIIIII!!! or else i would be able to buy the hoodie over internet X'D but i have no idea..... GOOGLE TRANSLATE !?!?!?!? OMG OMG OMG DO I DARE TO !?!?!?!?!?!?! ....... i'm not sure ... me and buying and shipping things dont really have a good relationship after the times when the card got hacked and money was burnt on stuff............. BUT THE HOOOOOOOODIE !!!!!! HOOOO i would DIE for it !!! ( almost)
what i day i headed out to town around 12,00 and then cuz it's the 13th friday i had bad luck and ended up in a traffic stocking or what u call it when it's the metro system being a mess lol s
o i had to go all SPARTA to get myself on a buss hahaha and well it was really pretty outside but cold XD
but then my bad luck ended and i somehow was able to drag slow out from her busy life hahahaha. we walked around and looked at the town's xmas markets and xmas decorations like this:
and then we ate ( well i ate something she drank chi ..something latte i think) and well... we looked ( well i looked) for xmas gifts XD and and SLOW GAVE ME AN OBENTO BOX !! oooooh AND I FOUND A CUTE NEW JAPANESE SHOP IN TOWN !!! back to the bento box :D IT'S BLUE WITH A RABBIT ON IT AND IT EVEN HAVE IT'S OWN MATCHING BAG... to lazy to take a pic + my feets are dying so cant move ( dont wanna move ) so some other day hahaha.
and MAAAAAH SO MUCH TO DO !!!!!! college and stuff. tomorrow i will try hunting for xmas gifts again and clean XD well well
yeah sleep is important ... to bad i always place anime/manga before sleep or ANYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE ( almost even friends ^^')
this night i stayed up to like 1 so i could watch kill la kill XD BUT IT WAS WORTH IT THAT ANIME IS SO RANDOM AND WEIRD IT'S AMAZING XD
JUST LOOK !! this is senketsu a living talking AMAZING sailor uniform that is EPIC !!! and i just love his voice *O*
and lets not forget about the striping sensei hahahaah
aaaaah how i wish i lived in a anime or manga *O* not a tragedy one... like historical, fantasy, shoujo or shounen or josei, romance action, supernatural, comedy manga/anime XD
*O* i also want to get sent back in time and get stuck with handsome warriors and stuff like that XD hahahahaha
This term I
realized the importance of enough sleeping time. In the past I could sleep more
or less than five hours and yet make it through the whole school day of six
hours, but now… I just crackle down. Sometimes when I haven’t slept enough I seriously
wonder what I’m doing in class because I can’t concentrate, I see the teacher
but I don’t hear anything. I can’t do any homework because I’m so tired, I can’t
take a nap because I have to sleep early to wake up early but instead I do
nothing on the computer until late and wake up tired… and that’s how my bad
habit of lacking sleep goes on. Maybe that’s the reason why I’m craving tea so
much? But there’s been a few times when I slept eight hours, and wow, what a
difference! I finally heard the teacher, understood and took notes. I didn’t
need to study much because I already understood it. This magic that I realized
so late!
Good thing
Kagu’s always there reminding me to go to sleep! ;D I have to make a New Year
promise to sleep at least seven and a half hours a day. Yup. Sleep is important
people!
Two funny
things today:
1) I saw a Magpie picking on poop on my way home. I stared at it and it stopped
picking. It should be thankful that I stopped it from eating poo.
2) There’re
three roe deers on the backyard ruminating! They’ve been doing it for over two
hours. I wanted to give them something to eat but I had nothing :C And it looks
cold outside… they look funny though.
sooo as i said HERO, XIAH and MICKY ( Kim Jaejoong ( middle) ,Kim Junsu (left) and Park Yoochun (right) )
will always have a special part in my heart <3
i remember that the first song i heard of them was rising sun and then next hug and i got captured by them. the old DBSK was a strong team with EVERYTHING needed. they could had gone so far XD. but but i still support them even if i do swing more JYJ was than new TVXQ was.....
the JYJ tri has always been my favo with they amazing voices and Kim Jeajoong has always been my favo XD
i know this is perhaps weird but i felt closer to him cuz he is also adopted and i discovered that i like same things like him ( well from time to time ) soooo as younger as mentioned i felt more close to him and it has followed me up till now XD
btw when i say i love them it's not u know love as in love i want to marry this person and live happy ever after and get kids. it's more like i love this person i hope everything turns out great and i admire this person he/she is amazing and deserves all the cred and fame and i want to support this person etc kind of love.
it just amazes me how they can be so cool, cute, sexy and everything at the same time .. can a body even handle that XD well they were the rising gods of the east ...
haaa but even if i love their music .. some old DBSK songs will always be in my heart
like this one
gaaaaaaaaah is it not wonderful that there are ppl out there that can create music and songs !!! just think how boring everything would be with no music or songs... just think about it..... i think i would die.
music is like a drug ... when i think about it ... i'm a addicted to drugs... drugs like :
ugh i have panic i have yet to buy ANY OF THE XMAS GIFTS and i need to clean my room AND I HAVE TO STUDY and i want to play my game and read manga X'D and i want to meet my friends... buuhuuuuhuuuhuuu
to get time with the things i goes to bed at like 1 or 2 in the morning X'D buuhuu... i guess i should play less games and read less manga... OMG MANGA !!
yesterday slow maxed out and won the shoujo challenge X'D
at first i only got to page 16 in chapter one X'D but after slow said it was okay i tried again today and i got to page 26 in chapter 2 X'D i just cant handle the story and the art X'D nu nu nu nu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm going back to reading SHEIKH TO DOKOMADE MO!!!!
or i should just study =_= ugh i dont know anymore i dont know... well i know i should study more BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO START and meeeeeh !!!
MAAAAAAAAH TOTALLY RANDOM BUT !!! i'm falling in love with Kim Jaejoong again and again his music his voice his eyes so freaking wonderful !!!! gaaaaah Q_Q so proud that i have seen him grow from his tvxq/dbsk times with hug till now QuQ of course i like Xiah and Micky too and well .... u know and max but they sorry dont kill me are not my favo favo XD
i have to say my super favo is HERO, XIAH AND MICKY <3 they will always have a special part in my heart.
today i played in the snow with my beloved little felix ( he is a small german dachshund 2 years old now) meeeeep he is so cute !!!! i just rolled around on the flow on a soft carpet with him.... slow kind of inspired me to roll around on soft things XD
i just finished one of my homework for college and now i want tp read manga but i cant find any good >,< ( that i have not read lik 1-10 times)
i guess my standard for manga too high ...
i want it to have romance, comedy, historical, fantasy, supernatural, gender bend, action, adventure, josei, drama and some other stuff but i can live if like 2-3 of the things do not exist in the manga XD
OOH OOOH THERE HAS TO BE BISHOUNEN !!! aaaaand i want the main to be a girl ... THAT CAN FIGHT !!!! good at fighting with sword or like kung fu or something else!!! and she has to be strong and not be the type who waits for the guy to put down the jacket over the water puddle so she can walk. AND dens is ok XD i mean it's pretty fun when it takes time for them to realize that someone is in love with them or that they are in love XD
.... i totally forgot what to write cuz slow skyped me a ... weird question XD
oh well XD i guess i will just go and play some games on the computer XD hehehe i dont know why but lately i have named all my toons Riserice xD ......... perhaps i'm just really hungry or something... or that it was a long time ago i had rice....
I reeaaally
want to see this movie! Why this country always release movies so late?!
About a
week ago I saw Demi Lovato’s music video Let it go and wondered what movie was
in it. I looked it up and found out that the name of the film was Frozen. I have
a weak heart for children's films so when I watched the trailer I just got hooked.
It seems soo funny! :D I needed to make a post about this because I found an
another clip of Frozen and it’s just so magical *Q* Seriously, if I had small
sibling or any small kid I would take him/her along with me to watch the movie
and both of us would be equally bewitched! That I’m sure of.
Here’s the
trailer:
Just look
at the special effects! *O* 3D is a must when watching this movie!! (Click on the link to see what I'm talking about :D )
i'm right now crying alone in my room at .02;25 in the morning <--- that took forever to spell cuz i cant see cuz the tears ... and why am i crying...?
is it cuz i realized that we all are just sent down to earth to spend some years here and then get torn away from it ?, cuz i remembered something sad in my past ? cuz i should be studying but wont?
NO
i'm crying cuz a sugar sweet over mega ultra cute baby in a manga is trying to say sorry to her "mom" that is the little sister to the mom in a freaking weird and SO NOT REALISTIC story that is so much shoujo that even i have hard to melt it all down, slow u would probably faint or something.
BUT GOD DANG THIS MANGA MAKES ME CRY AS IF I JUST SAW A PUPPY DOG DIE AFTER IT SAVED IT'S MASTER !!!
the manga is momo raba and this is where i start to cry like i dont know what
i think i speak the truth when i say that i can handle more sugar sugar sweet shoujo than slow XD
like here is an example:
slows reaction:
my reaction from time to time:
but sometimes also :
well i think i will regret writing this tomorrow but I'M PROUD TO BE AN OTAKU !!! so well ... yeah LIVE WITH IT !
i wanted to post a good " i'm a otaku and proud" picture but i have been away from my manga for too long so nope XD
