Showing posts with label forever alone. Show all posts
Showing posts with label forever alone. Show all posts

Friday, August 2, 2013

【Gakupo POWER & Gakuko】Happy Synthesizer【VOCALOID】


this is just amazing !!!! they sounds so good together and gakuko sound like a girl and not like gakupo high on helium QuQ so happy i'm almost starting to cry !!!!!!!
and i just got back in the vocaloid zone X'D but hey they are so cool ! 

Thursday, August 1, 2013

.... haaa

sometimes i have these moments there i wish something would happen in life ( first world problem i'm bored cuz everything is safe and good and nothing big or bad happens to me) i guess i know why i like roller coaster even if i'm afraid of heights ... it's cuz as much as i think i'm going to die i feel sooooo alive when fall down in high speed... hehehe  i think i have read in many books/manga there ppl says that u only feel truly alive when u are almost dying or something like that. perhaps i should go outside now when it's dark cuz i'm afraid of the darkness... but i wont do that cuz it's not a point of no return. a roller coaster kinda is a point of no return especially when u are with friends cuz even if u trust them u kinda dont want to look weak or disappoint them  so u stand in the line and when u sit down in the roller coaster u can't really gets away unless u feel like u can fly X'D. but then u are done with roller coaster u get the must amazing feeling of being alive like u can do EVERYTHING !! 



MAAAAH MAAAH what's up with the dark strange mode darzell !?!?!?

......

 maaaaaaaaaaaaah right forgot !! one of my friends just got back from JAPAN !! kuyashiii i want to go toooooooo!! maaah inari i promise someday i will!  well well she was there for some WEEKS!!  and omg i will force her to tell me how it was who she saw met what she did and EVERYTHING !! hihihihihi i soo want to see pictures ! 


meeeeeeh XD I'M THE ONLY MEATBALL NOW SLOW !



food time :D  woohooo  i got sushi :D  and kimchi and some miso and that tasty green thingy i have no idea what it is !!!!.. BUT TASTY !! 

today was another rainy day :D  and i manage to catch the rain in time hehehe. more like i ran out as fast as i saw it starting to rain and yesterday we had a bit thunder !! kyaaa so lovely i feel asleep with open window and that fresh air u get after a downpour. 
aaahh aaah slow-chan was too slow today she told me she was unable to catch the rain hehehehe living up to our name are we ? oh well today have been another manga/anime/game day ... haaaa before i do the last battle in samurai orochi 3 i want everyone to be friends and i want to get all the characters >,< ..... the bound system is so hard <,< i keep faving some toons and completely forget to use other in battles haaaa..... i guess i have a thing for speed and fancy and bishounen and NENE !!  and KAGUYA !!  lol like the only girls i like in the game to use is nene,kaguya and da ji.  kaguya is so freaking op XD ( might be cuz he lv is higher than everyone else cuz i keep on using her hehehehe) uwaaa uwaaa i might rewatch the ep of brothers conflict that have been released hehehe oh well that was all for me.

ooh ooh and when i replay a battle in samurai orochi 3 i keep on using this song 



something about it that i just love !!  the susanoo is cool too but so scary !!! Q_Q and and i just love minamoto yoshitsune 4th costume so cool black wings like a crow tengu !! 




so cute and funny XD the past vs the future hahahahahahaha or something 

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

I LOVE INTERNET !!




uwaaaaa starish and the other from uta no prince sama have some competition XD  god dang ... how i wish and dont wish that i could get stuck in a bishounen drama shoujo reverse harem anime or anime !! just think about it kyaaaaa... i would die from a heart attack or nosebleed ...... haaa FOR ALL THE PPL BOYS AND GIRLS WHO TOLD ME I'M TO PICKY THIS IS THE REASON !! ....... bishounen beauty dont exist irl and if it do it's a girl cosplaying or the boy is taken or it's a famous person so u will never meet him irl and buuhuuuu now i'm feeling sorry for myself hahahahaha ..... but really why am i complaining .... lol lets us all now just go and watch the latest ep and sing along !! then i will perhaps play some more samurai orochi ... i cant get enough of da ji and Zhang He *O* the iceskating-combat-queen and the ... ultra femenin butterfly almost flying bishounen XD bahahahahha 

Romaji lyrics


Yuusuke: Dousureba ii oshiete kureyo
Subaru: Nakaseru tsumori nante na kattan da
Juli: Usotsuke!
Kaname: Maru de sekai wo tekkiri mawashita you
Iori: Boku wa kare hodo
Fuuto: Iji warujanai yo ne
Tsubaki: Sasoutte ru no
Masaomi: Kawaii
Azusa: Kyohi shiteru no
Hikaru: Uso de shou
Louis: Amasugi ru kyandi
Natsume: Kamikudai ta kanshoku
Ukyo: Aseru you na
Wataru: Koi guru suru you na
Asahina Bros: Haato de!

My sister
Mechakucha ni aishiteru
Yasashii dake no kisu ga iinokai
Gomen dakishime tai yo
Juli: Chikaeruna!
Kanashi mesae setsuna sasae
Hiki uketta ra
Ima sugu ni
Subete wo azukete
Kiss kiss kiss
I need your love.

English translation

Tell me what I should do.

It was never my intention to make you cry.
[Liar!]
Just as the world without a doubt keeps spinning,
I'm not like him, with malicious/bad intentions (towards you).
Let me invite you,
My sweet one.
But you rejected me;
That can't be true, right?
The feeling of sweet candy being crushed between your teeth,
I'm feeling a little impatient,
My heart's completely fallen in love with you.

My sister,
I've fallen madly in love with you,
If only you'd allow me to give you a gentle kiss.
I'm sorry, but I really want to hug you.
[Get away from me!]
If you can accept both pain and sorrow,
Then I'll entrust everything (/all of me) to you right now.
Kiss, kiss, kiss,
I need your love.





Tuesday, July 30, 2013

op op op ooops


 found that picture on my google+ thingy when i was going to change prof picture and i dont know how it got there and hehehe it's a pic of some of my anime behind the books are more books ( double row )


i also found this


( dont know who made it but it's epic)

loool haaa i need to listen to that song again 



hihihi .... i never manage to learn the full dance.... buuhuu !! 





Monday, July 29, 2013

UWAAAAAA!!

UWAAAAAA i just love samurai orochi 3 kyaaaaa... sitting here listening to monologues  that i just discovered and and GOMENE EVERYONE !! i just ....meeeeeep i dont know how to use u all in the battles and ... meeep i kinda favo kaguya and the samurai warriors toons cuz ..... i have only been playing samurai warriors before and i just LOVE kaguya ... not that i dont like u ppl but meeep i just feel like i can handle them better and i will just kill u and lose ur bound thingy and meeep .... and really Da ji i dont trust u X'D 

Sunday, July 28, 2013

KUYASHIIIIII!!!

UWAA UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!  i have been playing smurai orochi 3 today and i keep on dying >,< i guess i should use the exp points and replay things to lv up but but but i dont wanna i wanna know what da ji us up to FAST ! i dont like that wry smile she showed when kaguya use that time thingy on her >,<


well well i retreated today and started to read ryou again


 ( started from book 1 cuz dont remember that much) but but so saaad it's still ongoing <,< i wish i could buy it here in my country >,<  haaaaa i started to read it again cuz i met benkei and yoshitsune in samurai orochi 3 XD hmmmmmm i would have liked it if they had made  yoshitsune a bit more bishounen in that game XD 
.....
mahmah i guess he is bishounen enough 


and lol i really find it funny to see the shinobi and samurai run around on a morden beach with balloons lol 

maah maaah maaaah !!


ANNOYING !!! i keep on getting mission failed cuz some girl in my  samurai orochi dies cuz i cant be there and guard here and then the battle is lost and then i have to restart and kuyashii !!!!!!!!

KYAAA


sooo i just got some time to catch up with the new anime brothers conflict and *P* holy inari bishounen overload my heart cant take it !! yet i want MORE !!  AND holy inari who do i want her to end up with !!!!!!! @@ !!!! everyone and non ! ..... i'm kind of glad i dont live in a bishounen otomen anime ( YES I CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT TOO SLOW) but i think i would be a super evul mean girl that two times if not 267898765432 times or falls in love with every bishounen i see X'D buuhuuu i'm such a evul girl Q_Q

now time to play samurai orochi ! 

Monday, July 22, 2013

Private life leaked!

A couple of days ago I had two friends over at my house and we had a really good time, we planted some Celosia argentea seeds (finally after half a years of longing! x’D) and just chilled in the in the backyard with hammock and ice cream! C: And of course we talked A LOT, it’s quite refreshing once in a while! And I found out something that I think is amusing.

My sister and brother usually barge into my room to socialize with me. That’s how we see each other in my family and trust me that’s the way to go to have fun while annoy your sibling :D Anyways, I was talking to Darzell one day through skype when one of my siblings busted into my room, and as quick-witted as she is she changed her voice and started to talk to me in a male computerized voice (the kind where you write and the voice is reading it. It didn’t sound too “computer-like”). Of course my sibling went crazy and wanted to know who it was but I played along with Darzell and just replied “somebody”. For a month or so, every time one of them walked into my room, I kept playing suspicious and acted as if I tried to hide something. Oh that reaction it triggered! They thought I (apparently a forever aloner according to them) hid a secret boyfriend and their reaction got more and more intense each time. Since I also barge into their room I started to find picture I hadn’t sent them in their computers as time went on.

One of the pictures they took. I'm a wonderful artist, I know it ;D

 I realized then that they had scanned through my computer for clues because my computer was connected to my brothers. That detail would have saved my privet life! I just started it as a joke and in the next my private life was leaking! #No private life anymore. I disconnected my computer from his, blocked them on facebook, changed settings to private on everything and even logged out from my computer whenever I went to toilet. Yet they kept gaining information and the scariest thing was when they said they knew my “boyfriend” went to the same class as me! Yep that’s true, I and Darzell were classmates. In the end I had to give up and told them who Darzell actually was. Dammit I was just kidding; give me my private life back!!! X’’’D The lesson of my story: simply DO NOT do such jokes if you have computer-geniuses as siblings. And it doesn’t make things better if you’re technology handicapped.

The funny part about this is that my sister told me, the same day as the friends was over at our house (they’re her friends too), that it was a WHOLE RESEARCH TEAM going on when they tried to find my “boyfriend”! One of the friends over was in the team. It was not just any research team, it was THE team a.k.a. her gamer team. It was a team made of computer geniuses and, as shown, with insane research skills. Hahaha xD I heard they were as fired up about my love life as my siblings… No wonder I didn’t stand a chance against them! X’D

If you’ve been wondering what I have been doing these few days I have been reading Ao haru ride by Sakisaka Io.


It’s a well-drawn shojo manga that’s not overly girly shojo. I like the atmosphere and they’ve got funny faces when shocked. :D I think it’s one of those manga that are good so you take your time reading it and really enjoy the “high point” scenes (or is it just me?). I can’t really say it’s an original story because it’s typically shojo but it’s worth the reading! C:

The story is about a girl named Yoshioka Futaba who because of a misunderstanding couldn’t get her feelings through to the boy she liked in junior high. When she starts high school she’s determined to be as unladylike as possible to not be resented by the girls as she had been in the end of her junior high.

Hope you also will like it!

- Slowie~